Eulogy to my Mother, Emma Jane Crunican Atkin
You chose to not choose. Perhaps for fear of choosing wrongly.
Amid the chaos that surrounded you, you stood near the dawn of your despair with your finger plugging the hole.
Your conscience was too great.
Your love, compassion, tenderness and care will live on and never be forgotten.
Were you not thwarted by the darkness that always lived nearby, your light would surely have been revealed.
How great you were to hold your own against the dark.
And now it is up to us to let you go.
To accept our lives as yours and in so doing become more of the things we wish we could have been to you.
Ellen Atkin Feb. 1999
My mother, Jane Crunican Atkin, never received compensation for having her mind destroyed during The Montreal Experiments in Quebec by the eminent shrink, Dr. Ewen Cameron at the Alan Memorial Institute at Mcgill University.
There is a film clip of her getting electrocuted by Ewen Cameron called “Mental Hospital”, produced by The Oklahoma State Department of Health in cooperation with the State of Oklahoma Department of Mental Health (a University of Oklahoma Production) from 1953.
1953 was the year Louis Jolyon "Joly" West was appointed professor and chair of the Department of Psychiatry at the University of Oklahoma. Joly West was famous for MK Ultra experiments including killing an elephant with LSD.
Ewen Cameron is the Dr. in the clip. The patient is most definitely my mother, Emma Jane Crunican/ Atkin. She designed and sewed her own clothes and this dress she has on is probably one of her creations. She was flat chested and that is 100% her face. The nurses are likely from either Windsor or London, Ontario. Cameron was known to do roving experiments from his start in psychiatry in Brandon Manitoba in 1929.
The clip was likely shot in 1949 - 1952. She was engaged to a son of a "prominent doctor" in Windsor, Ontario Canada. This is likely when and how her trouble started. She was only 19 years old. She remained a target of this prominent doctor organization for the rest of her life.
Her twin sister and her brothers kept her in an impoverished mental prison and kept her inheritance for themselves. My father also kept her in a mental, emotional and financial prison. He was a highly disturbed and violent person. He often beat her up in front of us. He beat us up too and he sexually abused me and my sister. He knew and was friends with pedophiles.
He was most likely introduced to my mother at the Allan Memorial via her brother Paul Crunican who was a Catholic Priest. Doctors, therapists, social workers did the rest to gas light and suppress her story. I remember the name Joly West spoken in my household.
Once in the medical mafia's cross hairs, it is not easy to escape. I grew up with a palpable presence of warding off this evil in largely unspoken terms. My first attempt to address this with the government of Canada was in 1998. Here is the letter I received back from Anne McLellan:
I tried to get my mother's medical records. A letter I sent to the hospital in Montreal was returned unopened in 2011. I contacted Alan Stein, one of the lawyers in the divided class action law suit filed by victims and their families, in 2013 and he was no help. I finally got some of my mother’s records from the Allan in 2019. I got some of my father’s too.
My mother’s twin sister Joan Crunican White ran interference for her brothers who stole my mother’s inheritance because she was depressed. My often homeless poor mother never had any opportunity, never had a vacation or went anywhere to heal, never had anyone but shills and spooks around her.
She tried to dignify herself by going to these stupid CAMH rehab sessions to get a job. The whole time her GP, Dr. Marmoreo knew all about her medical history yet didn’t aid her in any way for 20 years other than prescribing more and more drugs. This Dr. is the lead proponent MAID (Medically Assisted Dying) today. I think death was her prescribed cure for my mother all along.
Talking About Class Action in 2017
It is getting harder to appear crazy. I asked in 2017 if we will we see presentation of the class action lawsuit for all mkultra, MILAB, gang stalked & targeted individuals? I predicted it and I worked toward it. In 2019 Montreal Experiments Class formed, in 2021 St. Thomas Class formed and in 2022 a Targeted Individual Class formed in the US. I am involved in the 2 cases in Canada.
My disclosure is everyone's disclosure. My blinders off, is everyone's blinders off. Very much like Jane/ El in Stranger Things, I too have a sense of purpose to set right the wrongs against my mother, Emma Jane Crunican/ Atkin and as it turns out, my father, my sister, myself and my brother, Michael.
This research started at my first contact with Alan Stein, the lawyer representing one half of our divided lawsuit.
First case in the 80's (note the same 100k hush money payoff)
2004 Gail Kastner case (100k payoff received)
2007 Alan Stein Represents Janine Hudard (100k payoff received)
October 2017, Alison Steel, daughter of Allen Memorial Vic, gets the 100k payoff.
Dec. 2017, Verna Orlikow’s Granchildren speak up. (I am glad it is getting coverage but all of the survivors and the coverage by media is making the story sound trite and oblique.)
DEC. 2017 Alan Stein speaks out against the TRUDEAU guv and their continuing whitewash cover up. Good on ya Alan.
Clearly, for my parents, deference of justice or truth telling for their infirmaries was towards a vain hope, a deceit that only lay more pain and misery for themselves and their children. This is the same deceit that imbues our esteemed colleagues of medicine and psychiatry today; The same deceit that thinks it is better to cover up than to resolve.
The story on my mother's side is this: She was depressed. We tried to tell her what to do. We worked. Gramma paid for her treatment at the Allan out of the family farm. She spent her inheritance on that. That is why we took the 10 million dollar farm and put your mom on the street. It was her own fault.
The story on my father's side is this: He was obsessed with the Catholic Church. He was having mental problems in his early teens. He was very smart (School Valedictorian). He has a "nervous breakdown" after 2 weeks spent at St. Peter's Seminary (that is where you go to become a catholic priest) in London, ON. after that, he went to University, got an MA in philosophy and English and began a career teaching high school English, married my mother, had a family.
Very much on cue like a good sci fi/ detective novel, the unravelling of my case ramped up in 2013 after I saw my mother in the clip of Mental Hospital, (the original production from where the others ripped, in this case it was INFOWARS produced State Of Mind: The Psychology Of Control).
Imagine you are watching a new documentary about a subject you know intimately and your mother is the patient being electroshocked on the table in the movie? What would you do?
On July 24th, 2013, I learned of the Janine Huard case after doing an internet search on the subject. I knew of the first case filed in the 80's, but only as a vague memory that was awakened when I saw the cbc doc, The sleep room, in the late 90's.
I emailed Alan Stein on July 24th, 2013. As timing would have it, between July 24, 2013 - the date I was inspired to do an internet search on the Allan Memorialc - and July 27, 2013, the movie with my mother getting electroshocked came out.
Alan Stein replied to the July 24th email, that he could not help me because my mother was dead. On July 27, 2013, I sent him the link to the movie with my mother in it. I wasn't asking he represent me. I was asking how to get the records. Clearly she was a patient. How did the other vics get their records?
I spoke with Mr. Stein on the phone after that and left it to report back once I had some records.
I wrote the guv after I saw the first CBC documentary on the abuse of Ewan Cameron at the Allan Memorial. It was called The Sleep Room. I got shut down by Anne McClellan.
My mom was alive, living in a nursing home in London, ON, even though she was only in her mid sixties. She was completely immobilized from all the drugs she was on. Drugs that her doctor, my doctor from Toronto since the late 70's, Dr. Jean Marmoreo kept her on even after my mother refused to see her anymore. Marmoreo illegally kept renewing her meds.
My mother died 9 months after I wrote the letter to Anne McClellan. Dr. Marmoreo knew my mother a decade prior to becoming her GP. Dr. Marmoreo was the head nurse at the Clark institute of psychiatry (CAMH) at the same time my mother was admitted when I was 6 years old in 1968 after slitting her wrists in an attempted suicide.
The only time I saw my mother with any energy was in the early eighties when she tried to get off the antidepressants and tranqs. She went to the Donwood clinic in Toronto. Afterwards, she began ranting like targeted individuals and gangstalked are now. When the first sign of hope for your mothers recovery (the first time in my life I had ever seen her with energy and buoyancy) came with assertions of international intrigue, spying, relations to the Queen, time loops and lags, concerning people within your circles and without, it isn't easy.
Dr. Marmoeo told me that she put her on MORE drugs than she had been on before. This is the great doctor who has completely Mked her generation of Toronto wanna be elites middle class. Her business partner and fellow doctor, Carolyn Bennett was the Minister of Crown-Indigenous Relations and Northern Affairs. In 2023 Carolyn Bennett’s time has passed as a cabinet minister, but she is still getting lots of money for nothing. Carolyn Bennett just happened to be the business partner of Dr. Jean Marmoreo, who kept my mom on drugs till the end of her life.
My Mother’s clip from University of Oklahoma
Mental Hospital by Mabrey, Layton Published 1953 Usage Public Domain
A University of Oklahoma Production. Produced for the Oklahoma State Department of Health in cooperation with the State of Oklahoma Department of Mental Health. Distributed by International Film Bureau.
Director: Layton Mabrey. Scriptwriter: Dwight V. Swain. Coordinator: Jim Bragg.
Photographer: Wayne Rock.G.F. Mathews, M.D., Commissioner, State Department of Health. Charles F. Obermann, M.D., Director, Department of Mental Health.
Psychiatric Consultants: Charles A. Smith, M.D., A.A. Hellams, M.D.
"Recognizable personages appearing in this film are not patients in a mental institution." (According to Dwight Swain, patients were played by producers, crew and friends, since actual patients weren't legally competent to sign talent releases.) Filmed in and around Central State Hospital, Norman, Oklahoma. Jack Stevenson's article on Swain and Hockman appears in Brutarian (Vol. 1, No. 1).
Producer University of Oklahoma
Production Company University of Oklahoma Audio/Visual sound, B&W
The price we pay for having escaped with our lives is to forever be the mountain where everyone else seeks shelter. How can we deny them when we understand their suffering? The jailers, the abusers no longer stand in our bedroom doorways, intruding into our lives at the slightest whim but instead the guard at the door is ourselves. Protection can also be imprisonment. - Thank you for these words AA