Probably Anxious
The Patient is In
Allow me to reintroduce myself...
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Allow me to reintroduce myself...

My mental illness recovery story, in full, once and for all.
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Good Evening Beautiful Human,

With so many new community members here, I thought it was time for me to re-introduce myself. So tonight I have a solidarity offering for you all — my mental illness story, in full.

Recording and editing this podcast took far longer than I anticipated — my whole weekend, in fact — but it is my hope that this podcast episode will serve as a lasting resource about my story and lived experiences with mental illness. 

Unlike the other podcasts, this one is entirely free to listen to for all subscribers. In advance of doing so, please note that this episode includes a discussion of suicide, self-harm, hallucinations, and sexual assault. As always, please choose your well-being first and foremost when deciding if this episode is for you.

I hope your weekend was restorative or at the very least, lived on your own terms. And now, with a little reminder from Doctor Waffle herself, we wish you a week.

Kindly,

Kate, Waffle and Tugboat

…whatever that mountain may be.


Probably Anxious is an entirely reader-supported publication. Being a paid subscriber makes my work possible and allows me to maintain the integrity of this space with no ads. I am deeply grateful for your support. If you are able, please consider becoming a paid subscriber today.

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Paid Subscriber Benefits Include:

  • Access to The Patient is In — a podcast exploring serious mental illness through the lens of those affected. Each episode includes an interview with someone touched personally by my lived experience of mental illness and explores it through their perspective. You can listen to the most recent episode here.

  • Access to Curiosity with Kate — This is a short-form podcast format where I answer your questions about navigating life with serious mental illness. Each episode is 5-10 minutes in length and at a minimum, I release one episode a month. If you have a question you would like answered, include it in an email to hi@katespeer.com.

  • Podcast Transcriptions/Guides

    To better support all learning styles, this is a new addition for 2024. There will be a transcription of each podcast made available so you can read the podcast conversations if you are interested and accompanying guides that highlight key takeaways and answers to your questions.

  • The Final Chapters of my inaugural memoir, Maura + Me

    To preserve my own well-being, the remaining chapters will be delivered at whatever cadence my mental health allows. Last year, I wrote 28 chapters and shared them weekly with you all in installments. Though I am so proud that I was able to tackle almost my entire book in that manner, that cadence is no longer sustainable so I appreciate your patience as I find a pace that is a bit more manageable. If you are interested in reading the earlier chapters, you can find all of them here.

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Probably Anxious
The Patient is In
A podcast exploring serious mental illness through the lens of those who lived through it with me. This project investigates my twenty-year struggle with depression, OCD, psychosis, and crippling suicidality. Through interviews with family and friends, I aim to normalize serious mental illness and illuminate our understanding of its impact.