SIDE EFFECTS of Pharmaceuticals or Vaccines: Death is NOT the Worst Thing that Can Happen to You
Alive but not living; chronic illness, disability, disease, chronic fatigue, in pain and suffering, without an end in sight. No energy, no ability to work, no quick fix treatments.
Meet the people living between being alive and being dead - and imagine you are one of them. My Story. Worse than a ghost because you still need things - food, water, shelter, heat/air/electricity, medical and natural treatments, connection to community, belonging, friends, intimacy, fun, purpose, and adventure. But you have no money, no energy, and cannot think well or function well enough to work or to heal. Suicide and assisted suicide are the end result of too many sufferers. But what are they to do? No ability to work, no money, no ability to really live and earn their keep, no ability to fulfill their purpose and plans - and do you remember Maslow’s Hierarchy of Needs?
THE POISONED: The best place to find poisoned people is by talking to people who understand the poisonings and work with people who are poisoned. You will hear about real people whose stories are not censored by the media. Even in facebook groups, people are censored. Social media censors. Most mainstream media censors. I wrote my story here on substack so it could not be censored. It’s not popular to be poisoned by pharmaceuticals or vaccines - most people want to hear how great they are. While some meds may be needed and necessary, learning about stories where people are hurt is necessary to make an informed decision for your health - and so you can join the fight against forced vaccines or pharmaceuticals - and that does become a topic of real interest, like during covid. If you join the National Vaccine Information Center, they will email you when your state is trying to force a vaccine. If I am forced into a vaccine or pharmaceutical, it will likely kill me because I am now hypersensitive to all chemicals. Many other people are in the same boat. We need personal choice to be free from fear and to be safe - not drugs.
Learn about FQAD from a group of doctors who help those they can Fluoroquinolone Antibiotic Awareness and Healing Alliance: “Fluoroquinolone Toxicity (FQT) is not a problem that goes away on its own or gets better with time; it requires treatment. Patients have come to see FAAHA doctors 10 to 15 years after they were "floxed." FQT is a complex problem to diagnose and even more challenging to treat. The treatment almost always requires a multidisciplinary approach. One doctor does not have all the answers and cannot heal all the issues that a Fluoroquinolone Toxicity Patient is dealing with…hence the building of our alliance!” (6 months of injury is a mild poisoning, 6 months to 3 years is moderate, and 3 years to lifelong damage and disability is severe poisoning.)
Many other pharmaceuticals: lifelong damage and disability. Ask doctors like the Midwestern doctor on substack or Mercola or other doctors who will tell you the real dangers of many drugs. The pharmaceutical industry is dangerous to health. Further proof with COVID-19 is a good article.
MRI contrast dye poisoning: gadolinium poisoning - years to lifelong damage and disability. The most famous case is Chuck Norris’s wife - most people cannot get their stories out, but this Hollywood actor could for his wife.
Vaccine poisoning: aluminum, mercury, other heavy metal, and/or other unknown poisonings - years to lifelong damage and disability. Learn about injuries from the National Vaccine Information Center and from covid vaccine injuries on substack.
Severe Fluoride poisoning: hypersensitivity, disability, depends on damage done what is causes, but lifelong poisoning and damage. Learn about fluoride poisoning and injuries from Second Look and Fluoride Action Network (FAN). I am a part of FAN and our lawsuit against the EPA is in the final phase - set for end of January 2024 to mid-February to end water fluoridation in the USA. Frequently, the judge moves trial dates but check FANs website for accurate info. Consider joining us to fight for fluoride/medication free water.
Mercury poisoning: severe poisoning because of displacement of mercury because of silver/mercury fillings which can happen from any poisoning, also poisons on their own just by releasing the mercury daily, and from glutathione IVs when someone is unaware they have mercury and the Ivs displace the mercury and damage the person severely. Can be from vaccines and other sources as well as from industries. Can be lifelong symptoms and severe damage. Learn more about Mercury Toxicity/Poisoning is this article: Mercury: The Quintessential Anti-Nutrient.
WHAT ARE THE POISONED, DAMAGED, AND DISABLED TO DO WHEN INJURIES LAST FOR YEARS OR LIFE?
And they are in their teens, 20s, 30s, 40s, 50s…who is going to pay for them to heal or to live? Who is going to pay for you? Most likely - NO ONE.
Some people are under the false impression that you can definitely get compensated for vaccine injuries. Most people don’t. Even the small amount of people who do, it’s not enough for their care. Some people think you can sue for any pharmaceutical injuries. Not if you took a generic and not if what happened to you is already listed in their warnings. Most people take generics because they are cheap - not knowing they signed away their right to sue - like me - $4 for a prescription of generic Levaquin. $60-$70,000 so far in bills, not including any living expenses. 8 years. I have had great health insurance the whole time. Health insurance does not pay for ANY of the treatments I need. None. This is the boat most people are in.
Disability? Not for most. Even though it’s possible to show mitochondrial injury (I hear from those in the UK and I’ve read about some research studies in the USA that have been successful using energy to identify mitochondrial injury), they don’t have those tests in the USA. So, I couldn’t get on disability either. Despite years of efforts, I had too many toxins in my brain to think right, see right, or function well. I still am unable to work 8 years later. But there is not lab test for these kinds of poisonings and these kinds of problems. Can you afford not to work for 8 plus years?
Thank God I have discovered many ways to begin to heal by asking, praying, seeking, and trying things - no thanks to the medical field or pharmaceutical industry. But it’s expensive and years long. Also, it’s lonely and painful and there is a lot of suffering. This is also typical. (I’ll update you when I can work again. Writing has become easier - though I cannot always, but I am on the right track).
So, where are all the doctors and specialists and researchers and scientists and government officials and experts and pharmaceutical representatives and industry leaders and health insurance companies and “pro-science” people when you get poisoned? Beats the hell out of me. Not helping you when you get poisoned - that’s for damn sure. All that arrogance, all that pride, all those “representing” science…all that knowledge and wisdom and safe and effective BS - what do they say then?
Since they are so moral about wanting everyone to “stay safe” and keep each other safe (covid pandemic), why aren’t they in the media demanding compensation for those injured? Crickets…AND these moral do-gooder pharmaceutical companies who just want to see you healed and healthy…why aren’t they offering compensation when you get damaged by their product? Oh yeah….because it’s business. And it doesn’t make financial sense. So, why are we pretending they care? They care about money. Not you, not me. So, we better be able to choose whether or not we want their product and we should care that injuries are censored.
Doctors are taught how to prescribe pharmaceutical products, not how to keep you healthy and not how to help you if you get hurt. We need to remember that.
Those who get poisoned can tell you what will actually happen at the doctor: This is what they will say (and what I heard too):
“I’ll write that in your chart.”
“It’s all in your head.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“That can’t happen from taking ____.”
“You need to make an appointment with a psychiatrist.”
“Don’t you think you’re just being dramatic and scared from things you read on the internet?”
“Anxiety and fear can make people believe they are experiencing things they aren’t.”
“Well you must have had an underlying autoimmune disease.”
“Have you tried antidepressants?”
“Probably something genetic that was bound to happen anyway, this just hastened it.”
“Chiropractors aren’t doctors. They don’t know what they’re talking about.”
And then when you can finally “prove” something even though you can’t take a mitochondrial test (and why don’t we have these in the USA? Maybe because many pharmaceuticals and vaccines cause mitochondrial injury and then we would be able to sue or claim disability?)
“No one knows what to do about this.”
“Unfortunately they just didn’t know these things when you took the drug (poison).”
“All medications have side effects.”
“It’s always about weighing options of not treating vs treating - what happens if we don’t try a pharmaceutical/vaccine and then something happens?” (This is true - what happens if they don’t and then get sued? They only have the option of giving us poison vs no poison).
“You can’t take any pharmaceuticals because you’re hypersensitive to all chemicals now? All I know how to do is prescribe chemicals.” (This was sad but true - this doctor did want to help, but only knew poisons vs no poison).
“I’ve never heard of fluoride poisoning from a pharmaceutical. Fluoride poisoning is a bad deal.”
“I believe you but I have no idea what to do for you.”
Silence. 🤫 Literally they say nothing. Then, “well what are you hoping I can do for you if you can’t take chemicals any more?”
“I don’t know where to refer you.”
“I guess you should just keep seeing your chiropractors if they are helping you. There isn’t anywhere else to refer you.” (I thought chiropractors weren’t real doctors? Tune 🎶 changes after awhile when arrogance isn’t working.)
“Oh, we learned about those drugs in school - they know how awful they are now. People get really hurt by them. They destroy people’s lives.” (I know.)
“Mercury can be kicked out if the poisoning is severe enough.” (It was.)
“Wow, that’s awful.” No solution offered. There isn’t one.
(It’s worth noting that you cannot heal from being poisoned by taking another poison anyway - hypersensitive to chemicals or not. Many people make this mistake. Find a functional med dr, chiropractor with a functional med side, naturopath, or other natural healing therapies and sources. My story has many detox methods included in it and natural healing methods.)
A side effect of a pharmaceutical or vaccine is really IF the poison does anything good for you at all. It’s poison. Those of us who get poisoned know this. Being poisoned is what you can expect from a poison - if anything good came from taking the poison, then that is the side effect. We are thinking wrong - which causes us to live wrong and choose wrong.
If you are pressured into taking a vaccine or pharmaceutical - are you prepared to get dropped by the people pressuring you? Who will be there for you if you get hurt? Who will give you money or a place to stay or food or help or healing or money for expensive treatments? Who will give your children money for the future if you die, get disabled, or become unable to help or take care of them? They will be on their own. If you are still alive to watch them go off to college or out on their own, you won’t be able to help them out financially if all your money went into trying to heal and pay medical bills. It’s awful to watch them struggle and not be able to help out.
Health insurance does not pay for what you need to heal from poisoning.
Are you prepared to be lonely and isolated? Not feeling well enough to be around people and not much fun to be around when you are. You just don’t feel well - its like trying to have fun with the flu.
Are you prepared to lose your friends and not be able to participate in activities or events with them either because you feel awful, you don’t have money because it’s all going to medical bills, and you can’t work so you can’t get ahead? Are you prepared to lose your house? Your kids to someone who can care for them? Are you prepared to struggle in every kind of way for years and possibly for life?
Are you prepared to lose your career, your business, the job that you worked so hard to get that degree for? Are you prepared to be treated poorly by doctors, friends, family and those that just don’t understand? Why can’t you just get over it? Are you sure you’re doing everything to heal? Have you tried ___? Must be nice not to have to work. What an idiotic thing to say but you will hear it a lot.
“Yeah not having money and suffering is great. I love it. I love not being able to use my degree and fulfill my purpose and feel good about what I do and I love not going on fun adventures and vacations and not living how I want to. Yeah, sitting on couch in pain and suffering is so much better than living with purpose. Oh no - your right, I just need to pull myself up by my bootstraps and heal my mitochondria and my connective tissue and tendons and ligaments and bone with my miracle working power. Yes, if only I pray hard enough or meditate long enough”.
Actually prayer has got me this far. Prayer and hope and finding purpose in God’s leading - it is all a miracle but it hasn’t been a quick miracle and it’s not over yet. This is a decade long miracle.
Shaming, blaming, being condescending, guilt tripping, acting cold - many people are uncomfortable with their own vulnerability which makes them hate seeing yours - so they scoff and mock and need to believe you could heal if you just wanted to. Some of those people are doctors, specialists, researchers, scientists, mental health professionals, government officials, friends, family, neighbors, acquaintances, church members, or even other people who are hurt too but not like you and not as badly as you, and everyone in between.
I hope you are prepared to get thick skin, learn to control your emotional reactions and responses to arrogant people, and self -regulate your own emotions, thoughts and feelings while you are devastated and hurting on top of trying to heal. People are brutally awful. And unbelievably ignorant and arrogant. But if you go off on them - you will look like the problem they already believe you are - especially to doctors. You have to learn to set boundaries, stand up to people in a firm but gentle way, keep your cool when they are basically calling you crazy, a liar, lazy, stupid, stubborn, selfish, irrational, irresponsible, dramatic and immature. Remember, you will be in pain, scared, lonely, unbelievably fatigued and frustrated, trying to hang on to hope with every fiber of your being - maybe for years - but you will have to deal with their behavior. They don’t have to deal with yours. You must remain kind and respectful despite their disrespect and contempt towards you.
It is a long, lonely, painful road of suffering. And you walk it every minute of every hour of every day for years and years and years.
Do not disrespect those who commit suicide because of it. None of us walked in their shoes even for one minute - every story is different. But hold onto to hope if this is you. You are not the only one suffering in this way - there are those who understand though we can’t ease your pain. We are in pain too. But read my story if you get the chance - no, I am not yet healed but I am so much better now than 8 years ago. There is still a reason to hope. I still believe I will heal.
For those of you not yet in this position of suffering, please fight for the right to choose vaccines or pharmaceuticals - at least let it be your choice or others choice if they are to walk this path.
I am not afraid of death. I believe in Jesus, am saved by grace and looking forward to the rapture and to the promised wedding in heaven.
Death is not scary to me. Being alive without living is scary. Eternal life without God is scary to me. Death is not the worst thing that can happen. I believe it will be the best thing that happens to us if we are saved by the blood of Jesus Christ.
Until then, I will continue to hope and fight to heal so I can live and encourage others who are hurt by pharmaceuticals and vaccines to hope, fight, and heal. I will fight to keep our freedom of choice over our own body. No forced vaccines, forced pharmaceuticals, or forced fluoride/medication in the water.
Kansans For Health Freedom. This is my state organization for health freedom. Many states have their own. Please consider joining and fight for your freedom to choose which, if any, poison for your own body. Some people need medications and I am not advocating to get rid of vaccines or medications - just for the ability to choose. Freedom of choice. If we are not free mentally to make our own decisions for our own body, then what is free?
Many people ask me what I take now that all chemicals are basically poison to me - I put together a Pinterest profile that has many natural products and oils that I use.
If you are struggling, please remember that Jesus saves and God can lead you to relief even when no one else can. You are still here for a reason. There is still hope.
988 is the mental health/suicide hotline number, available 24/7. Find a good counselor. Try freedomfighters if you are a believer in Jesus. It’s free and Holy Spirit led and can be done online.
Keep fighting to be free.